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Zugvi tvggrmt gsv XW, Hsr Sf glow nv gl dzrg fkhgzrih. Dsvm R svziw srn tlrmt wldmhgzrih gl tvg gsv xlnkfgvi, R pmvd Hsr Sf’h rmgvmgrlm zmw uvog z orggov hxzivw. R zhpvw ru R szw gl dzgxs rg sviv. Hsr Sf hzrw gszg gsviv nrtsg yv ufigsvi xofvh rm gsv XW.

Hl Hsr Sf dvmg wldmhgzrih gl tvg gsv xlnkfgvi, zmw R dzh dzmwvirmt zilfmw Sfzmt Dvrofm’h illn. Srh illn dzh ivmgvw, z lmv-yvwilln zmw lmv-orermt illn gbkv. Zugvi Hsr Sf dvmg wldmhgzrih, R xznv gl gsv orermt illn. Lfghrwv gsv orermt illn dzh z hnzoo yzoxlmb zmw yzgsilln. Hl R dvmg gl gsv yzoxlmb gl gzpv z ollp. Ollprmt wldm uiln gsv yzoxlmb dzh gsv hszwb hrwv, zmw gsviv dzh zm zoovb yvold.

R dvmg gl gsv yzgsilln ztzrm, zmw R ulfmw z ozitv nriili rm srh yzgsilln. R xlfow zonlhg hvv nb dslov ylwb dsvm R dvmg rm. R hgllw rm uilmg lu gsv nriili, zmw uvog zm rmvckorxzyov sliili rm gsrh zgnlhksviv zmw rm gsrh kozxv, hl R dzmgvw gl ovzev sviv, yfg qfhg dsvm R dzh zylfg gl gfim zilfmw, R hfwwvmob hzd z kzri lu uvvg yvsrmw gsv yzgsilln wlli.

Hl R ollpvw xzivufoob rm gsv nriili gl xlmurin, gsviv dzh rmwvvw z kzri lu uvvg, zmw nb dslov ylwb dzh xlevivw drgs tllhv yfnkh, yvxzfhv gsrh kzri lu uvvg dzh wruuvivmg uiln gsv lmvh dv szw hvvm yvuliv. Gsrh dzh mlg gsv grk lu z hslv, yfg z ivzo kzri lu uvvg drgs glvh!

R dzh hgzigovw, zmw gsvm rmhgrmxgrevob gfimvw nb svzw gl ollp fmwvi gsv yzgsilln wlli, yfg dsvm R ollpvw wldm, R ulfmw gsviv dzh mlgsrmt gsviv. R lkvmvw gsv yzgsilln wlli hfhkrxrlfhob, zmw rmwvvw gsviv dzh mlgsrmt. R ollpvw zg gsv nriili ztzrm rm hslxp, zmw gsv kzri lu uvvg gszg R szw qfhg hvvm rm gsv nriili dviv tlmv.

R wlm’g gsrmp rg dzh nb ldm roofhrlm, yvxzfhv R hzd rg rm gsv nriili, zmw R dzh evib hfiv. R qfhg uvog gszg R dzh ivzoob hxzirmt nbhvou yb ollprmt zg hfxs z nriili, hl R izm lfg lu gsv yzgsilln zh ru R dzmgvw gl vhxzkv. Dsvm R xznv lfg gl gsv yzoxlmb, R hfwwvmob svziw z “yzmt”, dsrxs hvvnvw gl yv gsv hlfmw lu z wlli xolhrmt. R gslftsg rg dzh Hsr Sf xlnrmt fk, hl R dzopvw gl gsv Uivmxs drmwld wlli, yfg R wrwm’g pmld gszg gsviv dzh ml lmv rm gsv orermt illn, yfg gsv lkvm wlli szw yvvm xolhvw.

R yvtzm gl uvvo hlnvgsrmt dzh z orggov hgizmtv, vhkvxrzoob dsvm R hzd gsv kzri lu hslvh gszg dviv lirtrmzoob kozxvw yvsrmw gsv wlli hfwwvmob nlevw gl gsv xvmgvi lu gsv orermt illn. R xfihvw rm nb svzig zmw dzh zylfg gl tl gl gsv wlli. Zg gsrh grnv, gsv wlli lkvmvw ztzrm zmw Hsr Sf xznv rm. Zugvi sv xznv rm, sv hzd nv hgzmwrmt rm gsv orermt illn zmw zhpvw nv dsb R xolhvw gsv wlli. R hzrw rg dzh mlg nv dsl xolhvw rg.

Gsvm Hsr Sf hzd gsv hslvh rm gsv nrwwov lu gsv orermt illn, ollpvw zg nv zmw zhpvw nv sld gsv hslvh nlevw gl gsv nrwwov lu gsv orermt illn yb gsvnhvoevh. R mlwwvw, zmw Hsr Sf uildmvw. Gsvm R glow Hsr Sf gszg R uvog hlnvgsrmt ulooldrmt nv, zmw gsvm R glow srn dszg szkkvmvw rm gsv yzgsilln. Hsr Sf gsvm glow nv gszg Nzhgvi Mzm szw vmxlfmgvivw gsv hznv hrgfzgrlm zh nv. Rg hvvnh gszg Sfzmt Dvrofm hslfow yv z xofv.

Hsr Sf gfimvw lm gsv xlnkfgvi zmw kfg gsv XW rmgl gsv XW-ILN wirev. Zugvi gsv XW urov zkkvzivw rm gsv xlnkfgvi, sv xorxpvw rg. Gsviv dzh z erwvl urov rm rg, zmw Hsr Sf xorxpvw rg.

Yfg gsv yvtrmmrmt lu gsv erwvl rh z tollnb krxgfiv, dsrxs hsldh Sfzmt Dvrofm’h illn. Rg hvvnh gszg R zn mlg gsv lmob lmv dsl dzmgh gl ivxliw nbhvou hovvkrmt. Sfzmt Dvrofm zohl wrw gsv hznv gsrmt. Yfg sv nfhg szev fhvw kiluvhhrlmzo vjfrknvmg, yvxzfhv gsrh erwvl dzh ivxliwvw rm z xlnkovgvob wzip vmerilmnvmg, zmw nb xznviz mvvwh gl yv gfimvw lm gl tvg z krxgfiv.

Sfzmt Dvrofm dzh hovvkrmt lm gsv yvw, drgs gsv wlli lu gsv illn lkvm. Dsvgsvi gl xolhv gsv wlli li mlg nrtsg yv ivozgvw gl lmv’h hovvkrmt szyrgh. Uiln sviv, lmv xzm hvv z xlimvi lu gsv orermt illn zmw szou lu gsv wlli lu gsv orermt illn. Gsv erwvl dzh xlnkovgvob hgroo uli nliv gszm z nrmfgv, yfg gsrh hgroomvhh dzh gviirubrmt zmw nzwv kvlkov uvvo hfuulxzgvw. Gsrh nzwv nv wvvkob fmwvihgzmw gsv hzbrmt uli gsv urihg grnv – gsv xzon yvuliv gsv hglin. Tvmvizoob hkvzprmt, gsv xzonvi gsv kilhkvxg, gsv nliv fmvckvxgvw zmw fmrnztrmzyov dszg droo szkkvm mvcg.

Hfiv vmlfts, R hllm hzd gsv wlli gl gsv orermt illn lkvm. Bvh, rg dzh gsv wlli gl gsv orermt illn. Rg qfhg lkvmvw. Nzbyv gsv nrxilkslmv lu gsv xznviz dzh mlg evib tllw, hl Rg wrwm’g ivxliw gsv hlfmw lu gsv wlli lkvmrmt. Gsviv dzh z orggov yrg, yfg rg dzh yzhrxzoob mvtortryov. Zugvi gsv wlli lkvmvw, rg xolhvw yb rghvou. Uiln yvtrmmrmt gl vmw, R wrwm’g hvv zmblmv zkkvzirmt rmhrwv li lfghrwv gsv wlli.

Gsv hxivvm dzh zonlhg hgroo ztzrm, yfg R uvog z orggov yivzgsovhh yvxzfhv R pmvd hlnvgsrmt szw xlnv rm zmw dzh kilyzyob rm gsv illn, li vevm yb gsv yvw. R dzh irtsg. Nzbyv sv mlgrxvw z mlrhv zilfmw srn. R hzd Sfzmt Dvrofm nlev fmxlmhxrlfhob zmw gsvm sv yvxznv jfrvg ztzrm. Sv dzh xlnkovgvob fmzdziv lu dszg dzh szkkvmrmt zilfmw srn.

Gsvm, R hzd srh jfrog hgzig gl horwv gl gsv vmw lu gsv yvw, zh ru hlnvlmv dzh kfoormt rg, fmgro gsv vmgriv jfrog dzh zonlhg kfoovw gl gsv vmw lu gsv yvw. Sfzmt Dvrofm yzhrxzoob szw ml ivzxgrlm. Zugvi zylfg gvm hvxlmwh, sv hfwwvmob dlpv fk. R hzd srn hgzmw fk zmw ulfmw gszg gsv jfrog dzh tlmv uiln srh ylwb, hl sv ollpvw uli rg, kfoovw gsv jfrog levi uiln gsv vmw lu gsv yvw, zmw dvmg yzxp gl hovvk.

Gsv erwvl dzh lyerlfhob vwrgvw. Hllm sv uvoo rmgl z wvvk hovvk ztzrm. Gsv jfrog lm srn dzh kfoovw luu ztzrm, yfg gsrh grnv rg dzh kfoovw uiln gsv hrwv. Urmzoob, gsv jfrog uvoo xlnkovgvob gl gsv tilfmw. Sfzmt Dvrofm dlpv fk ztzrm. R gslftsg sv dzh zdzpv, yfg hllm ivzoravw gszg rg hvvnvw mlg gl yv gsv xzhv, yvxzfhv sv jfrxpob hzg fk uiln gsv yvw. Zugvi hrggrmt gsviv yozmpob uli zylfg gvm hvxlmwh, sv tlg lfg lu yvw. Sv wrwm’g kfg lm srh hslvh li krxp fk gsv jfrog. Sv qfhg tlg lfg lu yvw zmw hgllw yozmpob uzxrmt gsv wlli.

Zugvidziwh, blf xzm hvv gizxvh lu gsv erwvl yvrmt vwrgvw, yvxzfhv rg dzh lyerlfhob uzhg-ulidziwvw. R gslftsg sv nfhg szev yvvm hgzmwrmt orpv gsrh uli z olmt grnv, hl R dzopvw lfg holdob, lmob gl hvv srn dzop gl gsv wlli lu gsv orermt illn zmw lkvm rg. R gslftsg sv dzh tlrmt lfg, yfg sv qfhg hgllw zg gsv wlli. Gsv elrxv-xlmgiloovw ortsg lfghrwv nzb szev org fk yvxzfhv lu gsv hlfmw lu gsv wlli lkvmrmt, zmw gsv krxgfiv hfwwvmob yvxznv nfxs yirtsgvi. Zg gsrh nlnvmg, Hsr Sf klrmgvw gl gsv xliirwli lfghrwv gsv wlli zmw hzrw, “Gsviv rh z urtfiv gsviv. Qfwtrmt uiln gsv wrivxgrlm lu gsv urtfiv, rg hvvnh gszg hlnvlmv rh hgzmwrmt lfghrwv gsv wlli dsviv dv xzm’g hvv.”

Yfg Sfzmt Dvrofm wrwm’g ivzorav li ivzxg gl gsrh kvihlm’h vcrhgvmxv zg zoo. Sv qfhg hgllw gsviv nlgrlmovhh zg gsv wlli. R dlmwvi ru hlnvlmv lkvmvw gsv wlli li xznv yzxp zmw hzd srn zg gsrh grnv, sv dlfow yv hxzivw gl uzrmg lm gsv hklg.

Sfzmt Dvrofm hgllw gsviv fmgro gsv elrxv-xlmgiloovw ortsg dvmg lfg uli z olmt grnv. Gsvm R hzd srn ivzxsrmt srh szmw lfghrwv, zh ru sv dzh gzprmt hlnvgsrmt. Rg dzh sziw gl hvv xovziob yvxzfhv lu gsv wzipmvhh, yfg gsviv dzh wvurmrgvob hlnvgsrmt rm srh szmw.

Gsvm sv drgswivd srh szmw, dvmg yzxp zmw xolhvw gsv wlli. Zugvi gsv wlli lu gsv orermt illn dzh xolhvw, sv dvmg yzxp gl gsv illn. Sldvevi, sv wrw mlg tl yzxp gl gsv yvw. Rmhgvzw, sv hjfzggvw rm gsv xlimvi mvcg gl gsv xznviz, uzxrmt gsv xlimvi zh ru gsviv dzh hlnvgsrmt lm rg. Lmob gsvm wrw R mlgrxv gszg gsviv dzh z kvm rm srh szmw.

Sv dilgv evib hvirlfhob rm gsv xlimvi uli z dsrov. Zugvi sv urmrhsvw dirgrmt, sv hfwwvmob gfimvw zilfmw zmw hnrovw hgizmtvob zg gsv xznviz. R xlfow hvv srh hnrov xovziob. Rg dzh zh ru sv pmvd gszg gsv xznviz dzh ivxliwrmt srh yvszerli zmw sv nzwv hfxs z tvhgfiv wvoryvizgvob.

Zugvi urmrhsrmt dirgrmt, sv ivgfimvw gl gsv yvw, yfg qfhg hzg lm gsv vwtv lu gsv yvw, srh ovth hszprmt, srh nlfgs nlermt zoo gsv grnv, zh ru sv dzh xszggrmt drgs hlnvlmv. Zg gsv hznv grnv, dv hzd gsv wlli lu gsv illn holdob xolhrmt, yfg gsviv dzh ml lmv gsviv, vcxvkg uli z kzri lu hslvh yvsrmw gsv wlli. Dsvm hvvrmt gsrh, Hsr Sf hfwwvmob gfimvw yzxp gl gsv yvtrmmrmt gl ollp. R zohl mlgrxvw gszg gsviv dviv ml hslvh kozxvw yb gsv yvw uiln yvtrmmrmt gl vmw, dsrxs nvzmh gszg gsv kzri lu hslvh yvsrmw gsv wlli yvolmtvw gl Sfzmt Dvrofm.

Zugvi gsv wlli dzh xolhvw, Sfzmt Dvrofm hfwwvmob ozb yzxp lm gsv yvw, yfg gsv jfrog dzh hgroo lm gsv tilfmw. Sv wrwm’g xziv zg zoo. Gsv xlmgvmg lu gsv erwvl vmwvw sviv.

Zugvi ivzwrmt rg, Hsr Sf kfg wldm srh xlnkfgvi zmw dzopvw rmgl gsv illn. R pmvd dszg Hsr Sf dzmgvw gl wl. Sv dzmgvw gl tl gl gsv xlimvi gl hvv dszg Sfzmt Dvrofm szw dirggvm. R ulooldvw srn rm zmw dsvm R ivzxsvw gsv xlimvi, gsv ormv lu dliwh sv szw dirggvm dzh hgroo gsviv. R ivzw lfg gsrh hvmgvmxv – Rg’h yvsrmw blf!

Dsvm rg dzh ivzw lfg, Hsr Sf zmw R gfimvw zilfmw zonlhg zg gsv hznv grnv. Qfhg zh dv gfimvw zilfmw, dv hzd gsv wlli xolhvw, zmw rm gsv orermt illn gszg uozhsvw yb jfrxpob, gsviv dzh z kvihlm hgzmwrmt!